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About Me
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Here's more than you probably want to know about me...
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Im just a teen from S.Jerzey, the shutty
place. Dont worry im not stuck here, and yes, im leaving after graduating. Im not a "nice" person like I seem, I have more
bad habits then good ones, I hate too many things about ppl and life itself... Dont expect me to say any secrets
on this page, 4 that u need to know me more personally. Although even my tight frens donno all of them. I dont label myself,
and if I had to... I wouldnt cuz I DONT LABEL MYSELF! I love animals, and believe in stuff like mermaids and fairies. I hate
kids, and 2face ppl...
Here's the best pic in the world. U know
y? Cuz I would do absolutely anything to be in her place. One of my biggest dreams is to be a mermaid!
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Quotes
Even if the voices are not real, they have
some good ideas.
In twenty years time u will b more disappointed
bi the things u dont do then things u do! So I try anythign once. twice if I like it!
If grass can grow through cement, love can find
u at everytime in ur life. So dont give up... Come to think about it, I should take my own advice!
Life is like a dick, if it gets hard - fuck it!
All of life is a dream -- and dreams are nothing
but illusions.
Any boy can give his word, but it's a real man
who keeps it.
Sorry Boys The Only Things I Blow Are Kisses
virginity is like a bubble, one prick and it's
all gone!
I lost my teddy bear, will u sleep with me?
i never got to say goodbye the tears are hard to
fight the thought of you is always near i'm trying not to cry i never got to say goodbye i wish these thoughts would leave
i see you running through my mind an image to deceive.
*~...LOVE... Just Another
Form Of Suicide~*
Don't let a temporary love take the place of your
true love... because when you finally find out he's your true love, he will be gone...
*Between holding hands and falling in love..u begin 2
learn that: Kisses dont alwayz mean something Promises can be broken..[just as quickly as they were made]..and sometimes goodbyes
really r 4ever*
u say u love me, u say u care, so y the fuck
r u never there?
Guyz are like bathroom stalls... etiher ::taken::
or ::fuLL oF crAp::
What's the point in smiling if you have no one
to smile for?
It's hard to tell your mind to stop lovin sumone
when your heart still does...
*4GeT THe TiMeS u WaLKeD By* 4GeT THe TiMeS u MaDe
Me CRy* 4GeT THe TiMe u HeLD My HaND *4GeT THe SWeeT THiNGS iF i CaN*I cAn No LoNgEr PrEtEnD*I GoTTa ReMeMBeR NoW uR JuST
My FRieND.*
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Favorite Stuff
Few of my fave things:
Favorite TV Show: Charmed
Favorite Movie: The
Crow, The Craft, any horror flick
Favorite Music: too much to list
Favorite
Book: anything by Victor Hugo
Favorite Sports Team: who cares
Favorite
Food: Chinese
People I Most Admire: Johnny Depp (mad
love!)
Love is like falling down... in the end you're
left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.
The more I cry I THINK OF U, Every now an then
thats all I can do.Memories and pics is all I see,but me and you will forever be..
Sweet is love when all is sane Sweet is death to
rid the pain Cruel is death when all is well Cruel is love when all is hell
If you really cared, you would leave me alone!
It was just a joke, he made it into a big thing,
it wasn't supposed to go this far, he thinks he is such a king.
-I never meant tø hurt yøu- -but- -yøu're pretty
when yøu cry- -I never really løved yøu- -but- -I'm pretty when I lie-
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The pic below is a collage of my dreamz. I made it one morning, because it repeats itself. There's a lot of Brandon,
because I LOVE the Crow and dream about it all the time.
Splashing about in the breakers so high
Occasionally
catching a glimpse of the sky
Smashing and foamin, the waves of the sea
To most people, the ocean must seem angry
But I know that under the waves is the calm
The peace of the water is where I belong
Where light as a feather,
I float and I glide
Dancing to the rhythm of each new days tide
The fish and the seaweed move softly, with grace
As
the cool sea water moves over my face
Oh, how my life could be so very sweet.....
It only i could just, get rid of
these feet!
She sings her song
In a loud, clear voice
She knows
the danger
She has no choice
Her lonliness is much to much
She want's his strong embrace
Although her eyes r
clouded w/tears
She wants to see his face
So she sings her deadly song
And draws him to his fate
She knows that
it is wrong of her
But now it's much to late
As he calls out to her for help
He's ravaged by the sea
But she stays
perched upon her rock
And sings her melody.
All is calm
Beside the sea.
All is peaceful
If
only for me.
The tide washes....
Away the tears.
The wind blows....
Away the fears.
The seas salty air....
Caresses
my skin.
I taste the bits of sand..
As I deeply breathe it in.
The crashing waves...
My peaceful song.
I open
up my mouth....
And begin to sing along
I smile slightly......
And reach for the sea.
As if she belonged...
To
me and only me.
I gasp at the water
As it chills my very soul.
When hurting...to the sea....
Is where I go.
Beauty, Mystery, Grace and Poise
Old Ones, Young Ones, Girls and Boys
Half-Fish Creatures
Under the Sea
Amidst the Bubbles and Coral Finery
Golden Castles, Shiny and Bright
Sparkling Towers Flooded with
Light
Beautiful Creatures Swimming Here and There
Long Graceful Arms and Flowing Seaweed Hair
Playful and Fun these
Gorgeous Mysteries
Living Beneath the Bellowing Seas
Oh How I’d Love to Swim Below
And Visit the Places the
Mermaids Go
she cries into the night
a mournful hollow melody
filling the air with echoes
of
a once joyful heart
she sings an unknown language
as she combs her hair of grass
tears fall from her eyes in
salt drops
mingling with the ocean's churning froth
once she was a young beauty
graced with life and laughter
now
she can only sing a siren song
a sad tune, destined to lure unwary sailors
to their doom, as they drown in her careless
smile
her heart was broken
in a selfish gesture
by a lover, so untrue
now her unmerciful soul
will lead
no-one home
her death in life so real
she lives not, yet she breathes
called to the sea, to drown her tears
she
marks not each day, tho each passes so quickly
she sought the peace of the waves
now it's hers
tho not in death
but
life again, sheathed in a scaly skin
no respite for travel weary sailor
can be found upon her shores
for she
has no heart left
death inside her, reigns strong and free
she slips among the waves and sea creatures
in silent
recognition
tho none speak of her
to speak her name would be death
she acknowledges no creature in her sadness
only
the sea weary sailors
lulling them to their eternal sleep
as they drown in her melodic voice
each rise of the
sun
day so new, she stares into the blue horizon
as she sits upon weathered stone
amidst the crashing waves and sandy
beach
screaming gulls fly overhead
as undrying tears fall into a river of grief
flowing so fast and free
to spread
into the sea
in a song of mournful sorrow she waits for the someone
the one she has seen in her dreams
the one
who will show her true love again
and free her from this life of death
~*§*~ These gorgeous poems above are not written by me, but I really love them, so I put
them here. Don't think Im taking the credit 4 them. They are my little inspirations 2 live. ~*§*~
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